chocolate is good for health.

Please help to vote!

2009-02-09T13:31:02Z

Orignal Post at http://kreyuki-love.blogspot.com/

http://www.cozycot.com/valentines/contest/3 - Couple #53

Dear readers,

Please help to vote for us so that we can have a super happy v-day!
Though need to sign up(if you don't have a gmail account) to vote.. but we'll love your help. really. :)

How to vote?

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On another note, happy v-day in advance! Wish us luck~

xoxo,
yukik0`

Blogspot again.

2008-08-06T14:43:29Z

Shared blog with my Dear - http://kreyuki-love.blogspot.com/

Not up yet. Just created it. Yea yea. Another new blog.
Oh man.. no one to blame but myself. I love changes.
Hopefully keeping to that for the next 12312414124124124 years to come.
Be up and ready soon when I finally get the lazy me to get to work on the template.

Cheers,
Yukik0

12 August - Blog is up and ready. Remember to visit and leave a tag to let me know you've been there. =)

Sigh. so sad.

2008-02-28T09:47:43Z

Sadly, a few days ago, my beloved grandma left me. My family and I had been through alot these few days. Crying and everything.. all of these made me really tired. Hopefully she is now doing well in heaven. God bless.

Love,
Yukiko

Me?

2008-01-15T20:19:38Z

You are a Realist
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Your attention to detail, appreciation of how things function, and awareness of the world around you make you a REALIST.
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Routines are reassuring to you—you feel safer and more at ease when sticking with familiar things.
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You like to stay close with those around you, seeking comfort from familiar faces.
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You are interested in processes—how things work, what they do, and why—not just how things look.
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Sometimes you doubt that you can find solutions to problems, although you have a good sense of why things happen, and can use that knowledge to find the best way to do something.
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You are down to earth, concerned more with practical, detail-oriented things than with dreamy or ambiguous ideas.
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You have a good sense of your abilities and weaknesses, and don't let your ego get in your way.
If you want to be different:
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Appreciate that your skill set can be useful in many ways; your attention to detail and your familiarity with the inner-workings of things are valuable assets.
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Try looking beyond the earthly qualities of things in order to expand your perspective, without losing your grounding in reality.
how you relate to others
You are Attentive
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Because you like spending time with others, understand their feelings, and often know what is best for them, you are ATTENTIVE.
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Some people are merely concerned about others, but you take action, helping people when you have the opportunity.
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Although you care about others, you are hesitant to trust them to act in the best way on their own.
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You don't let your concerns with people go unnoticed: if someone has hurt your feelings, that person will hear about it.
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People energize and excite you—you are able to have fun and be yourself when you're around others.
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You also learn a lot about yourself by talking things out with people, even if you don't always share things that are important to you.
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You have a strong sense of right and wrong, and you're not hesitant to express yourself.
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Understanding the dynamics of a situation is an important skill that you have, and you often intervene to clarify things for others.
If you want to be different:
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You care about people, but finding the ones you can truly trust will allow you to get closer to them.
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While you have strong opinions about what is right and wrong in the world, you risk coming across as judgmental—be sure to consider different perspectives when voicing your opinion.

Quiz... As tagged by Yin Luan

2007-08-22T14:47:58Z

List out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for:
1. ring from my dear
2. games
3. money
4. chocolate cake =D
5. birthday party

Answer the following questions:
1. The person who tag you is}
Yin Luan

2. Your relationship with him/her is}
friends

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her}
a.) artistic
b.) good hangout buddy
c.) mature
d.) understanding
e.) sweet

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you}
Come over to my house just to give me a present to encourage me for exams. Sweet..

5. The most memorable words he/she had said to you}
must take good care of my grandma cause she's staying at my house and you know that elderly tend to be lonely, must talk to her more.

6. if he/she becomes your lover, you will}
girl and girl? sorry i alrd gt a bf o.o

7. if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be}
go and read question 6?

8. if he/she becomes your enemy, you will}
Never will be.

9. if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be}
None.. can never happen

10. the most desire thing you wan to do for him/her now is}
i think is to constantly encourage her through words ba.. coz we seldom meet up.

11.your overall impression of him/her is}
Sweet caring friend!

12. how you think people around you will feel about you?}
siao, cheerful, talkative

13. the character you love of yourself are}
seek perfection

14. on the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are}
undecisive

15. the most ideal person you want to be is}
no idea.. myself?

16. for people that care and like you, say something to them}
thanks for hearing me nag and nag during bad days i have. it sure helped me alot in coping with problems. love you guys.. especially my dear.

Cant think of anyone. So just tagged KREZASH. P.S: KREZASH U HEARD ME.
17. pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you}
(1) Krezash
(2)
(3)
(4)
(5)
(6)
(7)
(8)
(9)
(10)

who is no.6 having relationship with?

Is no.9 male or female?

if no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?

how about no.8 and 5?

what is no.2 studying about?

when was the last time you chat with no.3?

what kind of music band does no.8 like?

does no.1 has any siblings?
Yes.. younger sister.

will you woo no.3?

how about no.7?

is no.4 single?

what's the surname of no.5?what's the name of no.10?

what's the hobby of no.4?

do no.5 and 9 get along well?

where is no.2 studying at?

talk something casually about no.1?
he loves me

have you try developing feelings for no.8?

where does no.9 live at?

what color does no.4 like?

are no.5 and 1 best friends?

does no.7 likes no.2?

how do you get to know no.2

does no.1 have any pets?
No. Sadly, his mom doesn't allow any

is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
But 1 is.

-----END-----

Worst day ever.

2007-04-23T16:02:00Z

I was fine this morning. Everything was going alright until EAD.

In class during EAD lesson(Java) just now, we were told to do the practical. As it is a new topic of course I would need to recap on the taught lecture. I couldn't possibly ask any questions if I haven't made sure that I seriously don't understand. Otherwise, even if I ask, I won't be able to learn anything. At that moment I was already very stressed.

Then, that annoying lecturer came over and tell me.. "I have seen your profile. Will duo duo zhao gu ni.(Take care of you) Got questions must ask. Ask more questions." My stress level immediately went way over what I can take.

What the fuck does that mean. Indirectly saying I am a failure?! Where on earth can you find a lecturer that discriminates his student. I was so pissed off with a capital P. I was so annoyed.. so ANGRY.

He doesn't know jackshit about how hard I work last year just to score well. With team members that are not good or should I say not willing to put effort. I have to always volunteer to do extra work.. and it is not of my own accord. I have no choice.. its either do or die. With all that shit I have to go through last year and all he could say was that.

What I needed was encouragement. DEFINITELY NOT THAT! I didn't have any mood to do anything anymore. I wanted to leave the class.. so I went to the toilet but have to go back since lesson haven't ended.

After that, the lecturer sat beside me and asked me if I knew how to do it. I said I do not know everything as I was annoyed. Then he started teaching.. I wasn't listening to anything he was saying. Then.. I just burst into tears.

I felt so discouraged.. so unappreciated for everything I have done.. for studying so hard.. for even trying.

After awhile I left the class with bf.. I was so depressed.. so angry with myself for being stupid. Mind in a blank.. and subconsciously I started to pinch myself or whatever to cause pain to myself. I didn't felt any pain then. Didn't realise I was pinching myself too hard either.

Thankfully, bf stopped me. I felt the pain after awhile when I finally calm down. Thanks to bf for consoling me.

Now my hands are still hurting from the pinches. There are now numerous bruises on my hands which I have to hide from my parents.

The LECTURER SUCKS.

Granado Espada

2007-02-11T08:54:36Z

I have been chosen as a closed beta tester.. Weee..
Not sure if I have the time to really play alot. Mapling recently.
Can't wait for exams to be over so that I indulge in mapling and grando espada. =D

On request of tyrone.. Visit his blogshop.

2007-02-07T09:37:15Z

VISIT http://EShopIsgreat.blogspot.com for more discounts and good buy!

Lost friends.

2006-12-26T09:14:34Z

Sigh.. Seems to me that my so called best friend isn't my best friend anymore. Not sure if we are even friends. Its err.. one year since we last met. More like the only time we really meet up is last new year eve.

Oh well, thats probably how life is suppose to be. People keep saying "Move on in life" or something. I guess that means forgetting your ol' friends too. Asked her out on Christmas Eve since last year she said something about going clubbing this year because we are 18. She said she met up with some friends already forgetting all about what we said last year. It seems that now all is forgotten and new friends are the best.

Well well, I guess that friendship is over then or probably she is just one of the many other casual friends.

Come to think of it, I have a shitty memory of remembering dates which in other words means birthdays. So PLEASE.. Don't be offended if I do not remember your birthdays. Please tell me all your birthdays to me again.. pretty PLEASE? I'll take it down somewhere this time. =D

DEAR:
Thanks dear for being with me whenever I need you too. Oh and tell me when your birthday is again. I only know your horoscope. Only can remember that. Don't kill me. I love you.

To All Friends:
We seriously need to catch up on the lost time. HANG OUT SOMETIME? HEE..

ADIOS!

Random Shit 2

2006-12-17T15:47:35Z

Dear looked totally ermm "hot" playing the drums at the mall. He caught alot of attention from the crowd. Looking great. I'm so proud of him. Can't wait for him to get a drumset so that I can learn from him. Though I really feel like taking up lessons but I already am learning guitar. I believe he will teach me though. No worries.

Tomorrow dear getting back desktop. Time to play games on his desktop like nobody's business. He is gonna WATCH ME PLAY! WOOT!

Oh and btw, during the holidays, I got a new ASUS laptop from SiteX. DAMN NICE. GAMING LAPTOP. Though I can't wait for Year 2 to be over so I can go work and get a authentic gaming desktop. Dear gonna go work and get his DRUMSET. YAY!

Time to go bathe. Oh and btw, DEAR PLS PLAY MORE DRUM LET ME SEE LEH! Adios.

Pimp Speakers and random shit

2006-12-17T15:35:41Z

Regarding the title, YES.. I just gotten very pimp speakers from BEST. I'm listening to some music with it now. Best. Very nice music. Good for gaming also because of the sounds. As I am typing this, Dear is also updating his blog. I asked him to. Haha.

I haven't posted a entry for so long because I was very BUSY. With all the shitty team mates I had to do ALOT MORE.Couldn't really find time for myself. Though I was very busy, I spend most of my time with my dear. DEAR SCOLD ME. SAY I NEVER UPDATE. I AM VERY ANGRY. DON'T UPDATE ALRD.

Sad..

2006-10-16T01:19:00Z

School reopen already. Waiting for lecturer to start the class right now. However, my lecturer seem to be quite a nice person but also blur blur one. Good for me though. Sigh.. first day of school and I already feel like dying.. feeling extremely tired right now. I gotta go download some stuffs from MEL now. Tata.

Dungeon Siege II

2006-10-06T07:29:15Z

I finally completed DS II all the way to act 3. The fun thing about this game is that you can choose your own classes and even multiclass though I think going pure for each class will make your party more powerful. =D The secret room is pretty cool. So far its the only game I know of with the producer being inside the game itself. Very cool stuff. The way they talk are pretty cool as well. There are a grand total of around 5 rooms I think.. with the producers in it. Moreover, to get through to the secret room, you got to fight through some er.. very cute and unexpected mobs. The final room is the most unexpected.

For now, I just let the pictures do the talking then I'm back to play DS II: Broken World.

My party for all the fights

Melee, Yukik0

Combat Magic Mage, Finala

SharpShooter, Amren

Nature Mage, Taar

Producers room

1st room

2th room

Yay! I got the same bucket on my head as the producer. Wait.. I look silly. =.=

3rd room

A mimic producer- Yikes!

Ghost

4th room

One of the convo w producers - poem

Behold the 5th room

The pillow fight room

PILLOW FIGHT!!

My main character with a bucket and my nature mage(Taar) with a pumpkin on her head.. Oh and the producer having a pillow fight behind me for over a few hours. I WANT THEIR PILLOW!

More than just I-N-T-E-R-E-S-T-I-N-G items I got from the secret room

Bucket(Got another one initially which adds 10% looking like a fool but exchanged for a more colourful one)

Sword with A-M-A-Z-I-N-G stats. I suddenly feel like dancing the latin dance

Care for some beer... as a weapon?

GUN! HEHEHE..

The ultimate PUMPKIN HAT(w 53 armour)

Thats about it for now. Gonna explore into.. act 4. Till then Bye. *Mumbers under breath* Damn.. Must be the bucket making me feel silly. *mumbers*

Made a decision.

2006-09-29T11:09:12Z

Now i've made a choice and gonna keep to it. I promise the same wont happen again, baby. XD
That I can assure you.
Been having a hard time. Well.. i guess its all over. I hope you dont regret your decision.
Looking forward to a trip to sentosa with him. Been a long time since I last went there. Another suntanning session BUT i am the only one suntanning. Sad anot? Lol.
Alright then.. waiting for him to finish eating so we can play ds2: broken world and spam elevator buttons. Till then, Ciao.

Exactly hw i feel right now. Sigh.

2006-09-24T08:30:02Z

世界末日 | Shi Jie Mo Ri | End of the World
Other Translations: Armageddon

</td> </tr> <tr> <td> </td> </tr> <tr> <td class="medfont">曲/詞: 周杰倫
Qu/Ci: Zhou Jie Lun
Music/Lyrics: Jay Chou

Translation: zz – www.jay-chou.net

Verse 1

想笑来伪装掉下的眼泪
xiang xiao lai wei zhuang diao xia de yan lei
Want to laugh to disguise the tears that’s flowing

点点头承认自己会怕黑
dian dian tou cheng ren zi ji hui pa hei
Nod my head to admit that I’m afraid of the dark

我只求能借一点的时间来陪
wo zhi qiu neng jie yi dian de shi jian lai pei
I only wish that you can spare some time for me

你却连同情都不给
ni que lian tong qing dou bu gei
But you don’t even give me the slightest sympathy

想哭来试探自己麻痹了没是
xiang ku lai shi tan zi ji ma bi le mei
Want to cry to see if I’m dead with out emotion yet

全世界好象只有我疲惫
quan shi jie hao xiang zhi you wo pi bei
It’s like in the whole world I’m the only one who’s exhausted

无所无所谓反正难过就敷衍走一回
wu suo wei fan zheng nan guo jiu fu yan zou yi hui
Doesn’t matter, because even if I’m down I can ignore my senses and just get it over and done with

但愿绝望和无奈远走高飞
dan yuan jue wang he wu nai yuan zou gao fei
Just wish that desperation will go away

Chorus

天灰灰会不会
tian hui hui hui bu hui
The sky is gray

让我忘了你是谁
rang wo wang le ni shi shui
Will it make me forget who you are?

夜越黑梦违背难追难回味
ye yue hei meng wei bei nan zhui nan hui wei
The darker the night, the more misbehaving my dreams, hard to remember and ponder about them

我的世界将被摧毁也许事与愿违 (也许事与愿违)
wo de shi jie jiang bei cui hui ye xu shi yu yuan wei (repeat line)
My world is just about to be destroyed, maybe fate is against will

累不累睡不睡单影无人相依偎
lei bu lei shui bu shui dan ying wu ren xiang yi wei
Tired or not, want to sleep? Alone and nobody to pair up and snuggle with

夜越黑梦违背有谁肯安慰
ye yue hei meng wei bei you shui ken an wei
The darker the night, the more misbehaving my dreams, who is there to comfort me?

我的世界将被摧毁
wo de shi jie jiang bei cui hui
My world is about to be destroyed

也许颓废也是...
ye xu tui fei ye shi…
Maybe being blue is…

Verse 2

想哭来试探自己麻痹了没
xiang ku lai shi tan zi ji ma bi le mei
Want to cry to see if I’m dead with out emotion yet

全世界好象只有我疲惫
quan shi jie hao xiang zhi you wo pi bei
It’s like in the whole world I’m the only one who’s exhausted

无所无所谓反正难过就敷衍走一回
wu suo wu suo wei fan zheng nan guo jiu fu yan zou yi hui
Doesn’t matter, because even if I’m down I can ignore my senses and just get it over and done with

但愿绝望和无奈远走高飞
dan yuan jue wang he wu nai yuan zou gao fei
Just wish that desperation will go away

Chorus

天灰灰会不会
tian hui hui hui bu hui
The sky is gray

让我忘了你是谁
rang wo wang le ni shi shui
Will it make me forget who you are?

夜越黑梦违背难追难回味
ye yue hei meng wei bei nan zhui nan hui wei
The darker the night, the more misbehaving my dreams, hard to remember and ponder about them

我的世界将被摧毁也许事与愿违
wo de shi jie jiang bei cui hui ye xu shi yu yuan wei
My world is just about to be destroyed, maybe fate is against will

累不累睡不睡单影无人相依偎
lei bu lei shui bu shui dan ying wu reng xiang yi wei
Tired or not, want to sleep? Alone and nobody to pair up and snuggle with

夜越黑梦违背难追难回味
ye yue hei meng wei bei nan zhui nan hui wei
The darker the night, the more misbehaving my dreams, who is there to comfort me?

我的世界将被摧毁
wo de shi jie jiang be cui hui
My world is about to be destroyed

也许颓废也是 ~ 另一种美
ye xu tui fei ye shi ~ ling yi zhong mei
Maybe being blue is ~ another sort of beauty</td></tr>

Intro me ANIMES pls.

2006-09-23T15:10:20Z

In desperate need of more animes. Holidays almost over. Haha... Leave me some comments.

Currently watching: Bleach, Naruto.

Exams stressssss..

2006-08-22T07:33:00Z

Been very tired lately. Having exams the past 2 days.
The good thing is tml is the last paper and therefore I must work extra hard to score well.
Also, tml i gonna remove my braces finally. The long awaited day... been waiting for 2 years to get that thing off my teeth.

I just had a rest earlier.. couldnt take it.

I'm single. Again.
Though I still feel pretty attached to him but.. shall let time take its course.

Wish me luck for exams tml.
Oh and thanks xz for the concern.. the fruits and whatever thing. I appreciate it. Good luck for last paper tml..
I'm gotta study now. Till then.. adios.

Woot..

2006-08-07T05:39:12Z

So fast.. 3rd month anniversary already. Been through so much again.
Sorry dear.
Happy 3rd month anniversary.
Love ya.

If theres something big that happened, it will be...

2006-07-26T13:31:23Z

This few days I quarrelled with him more than i ever have in the first few days.. he scolded me fuck for the very first time. The tears I cried could probably add up to several buckets.. in short more than anytime in my life. Felt depressed constantly for every single second. He screwed me up for my WAD project. Probably gonna retain another year thanks to him. Moreover, I lost interest in my once all-time favourite subject.. java. I get questioned again and again by him in the past.. driving me nuts really.

Tell me.. if i can go any lower than that. I keep crying crying crying like a fool. I cant seem to find ways to save myself from this agony. I think I am already suffering from depression. Probably ending up in mental hospital soon.

Never would I have thought that the person who did all this to me. MY ONCE BELOVED BOYFRIEND. The irony.
As I am writing this, my hands are probably gonna be all wet soon from my tears. I gonna fucking retain and lose everything else I once treasured.

All thanks to him. One part of me hate him so much for doing all this shit to me.. yet the other part still can't bear to let him go.
I fucking feel like commiting suicide now. Everything else is not going right. Fuck this world. Fuck fuck fuck.

Jealousy.

2006-07-08T07:54:42Z

<tr><td align="left" valign="middle">You are 38.1% jealous!
For this test, the average jealousy percentage is 35.54%.
536138 people have taken this test to date.

</td></tr><tr><td align="left" valign="middle">This percentage means that :
�You are not a jealous person, but sometimes can be.
�Occasionally, you over-react to situations.
�Most of the time, you trust the people around.
�Jealously will not be a major issue in relationships, but you might want to improve your self-esteem.</td></tr>

2nd month anniversary.

2006-07-06T16:34:52Z

Hey dear.. Happy 2nd month anniversary.
So fast 2nd month already. I hope you dont forget this very special day even though we are in the mids of MANY projects and work.
Thanks dear for everything. I hope you will confide in me if you have problems and not just to your friends.
I feel so =.=

with love, mel

sorry..

2006-06-27T16:37:34Z

I'm sorry dear.. Made you feel this bad yet cant help much.

I actually wanted to talk to u.. make you feel better or something. It seems that you were very tired so I gave up the idea. Smsed you to make sure you were at least fine. Let me make it up to you later alright?

sorryy..

pinkish_yukik0 @ 2006-06-27T03:55:00

2006-06-26T19:55:43Z

This is bad..

I got sick ytd and it got worse.. still running a fever now.
Took some medicines a few moments ago and I believe I gonna KO soon just like the last time i took it.

I'm missing school tml because of the medicine. Its damn strong. Later I KO in school cfm gg.
Omg... sneezed. Again and again. Bth arrrrr...

I'm off to bed. KO soon. Till then when i write the next entry, adios.

pinkish_yukik0 @ 2006-06-16T15:10:00

2006-06-16T07:10:42Z

Life till now has been pretty good.
The holidays are of course the best.

Havent been doing much doing the holidays. The typical stuffs.. gym, dotA, naruto, eat, sleep. Thats about it.
I have been trying to improve my dotA skills.. all for one reason.. that is to join WCG. lol.

Thats about it. I'm off for more naruto.
Till then, adios.

pinkish_yukik0 @ 2006-06-11T18:21:00

2006-06-11T10:21:26Z

why you all so free always come and piss me off?
Those ppl who piss me off just now.. jolly well know I CANT TAKE JOKES and hell no.. its not at the least bit of funny.

Btw I completed my Jap Basic 01 already. I intend to continue taking the jap language. Its rather fun.
I wonder when application is open. Shall go check it out sometime and continue taking it.

Finally the holidays.... 2 weeks of holidays only though. Not even enough time for me to get a job.
Well anyway, I shall just slack.

Till then, adios.